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  <updated>2005-05-28T00:46:10Z</updated>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:br0kenfairy:8208</id>
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    <title>br0kenfairy @ 2005-05-27T20:46:00</title>
    <published>2005-05-28T00:46:10Z</published>
    <updated>2005-05-28T00:46:10Z</updated>
    <content type="html">All i want to do is crawl up in a little ball and cry cry cry.....</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:br0kenfairy:7961</id>
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    <title>br0kenfairy @ 2005-05-02T18:06:00</title>
    <published>2005-05-02T22:06:36Z</published>
    <updated>2005-05-02T22:06:53Z</updated>
    <content type="html">A Walk down Memory Lane &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sometimes we lay awake at night&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;With tears upon our face&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We take a walk down memory lane&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At a slow and steady pace&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Often we stand and think of you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And wonder what we would do&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; If you were still here with us&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;To love us like we loved you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You mean so very much to us&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We find it so hard to explain&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; And on this very day&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; you have caused us so much pain.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; It feels like we have been shot&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; with an arrow,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; It hurts more today than yesterday&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; but less than tomorrow.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;'We love you'&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; That's the one thing left to say&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; Forget the past, forget the present&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; This is how we want it to stay! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;rest in peace mama G</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:br0kenfairy:7933</id>
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    <title>br0kenfairy @ 2005-05-01T19:46:00</title>
    <published>2005-05-01T23:47:20Z</published>
    <updated>2005-05-01T23:47:20Z</updated>
    <content type="html">GRR....WHAT A FUCKING HECTIC WEEKEND...MY SISTER WEDDING....CRAZY...LETS NOT TALK ABOUT THE REST</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:br0kenfairy:6409</id>
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    <title>br0kenfairy @ 2005-04-20T12:39:00</title>
    <published>2005-04-20T16:42:30Z</published>
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    <content type="html">MAGGIE MAY MACOMBER!! I LOVE YOU TOO....IM SORRY I SAID THOSE THINGS TO YOU. I HOPE I DIDNT MAKE YOU FEEL BAD. ITS JUST I NEEDED MY BESTFRIEND TO BE THERE FOR ME BUT YOU WERENT. ITS OK THOUGH. I UNDERSTAND YOU WERE HAVING A BAD DAY AND ALL THAT STUFF WENT ON BUT YOU SHOULDVE BEEN ABLE TO TELL ME NO MATTER WHAT!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. IT KILLS ME TO KNOW THAT YOU CAN'T TELL ME EVERYTHING. BUT ITS OK. AS LONG AS YOU KNOW IM HERE FOR YOU ALWAYS AND YOU CAN TELLL ME EVERYTHING. CUZ YOU AND I BOTH KNOW I DO NOT HAVE A BIG MOUTH!! THERES GOOD NEWS THOUGH!! IM GETTING 3RD SEASON OF GG ON DVD THIS WEEK!! WE CAN WATCH IT!! HAVE A GG MARATHON!! WELL I G2G I LOVE YOU BABE!! MWAH!!</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:br0kenfairy:6298</id>
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    <title>br0kenfairy @ 2005-04-15T17:25:00</title>
    <published>2005-04-15T21:40:52Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-15T21:40:52Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Slipknot</lj:music>
    <content type="html">• × •I N F O R M A T I O N • × •&lt;br /&gt;Name: Katie&lt;br /&gt;Single or taken: Taken&lt;br /&gt;Sex: female&lt;br /&gt;Birthday: 12-27-88&lt;br /&gt;Sign: capricorn&lt;br /&gt;Siblings: john...melissa....brett....jared...shawn....you know..the hole gang&lt;br /&gt;Hair colour: dark brown&lt;br /&gt;Eye colour: grey&lt;br /&gt;Height: 5'7&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;• × • R E L A T I O N S H I P S • × •&lt;br /&gt;Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: straight&lt;br /&gt;Who are your best friends?: ashley and jack...&lt;br /&gt;You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yep&lt;br /&gt;What is your longest relationship?: it will be 1 year in 8 days...before this 4 years but i dont count it&lt;br /&gt;What was your shortest relationship?: 4 months&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •&lt;br /&gt;Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes: hot topic&lt;br /&gt;Any tattoos or piercings: ear piercings &lt;br /&gt;Favorite designer?: Tripp&lt;br /&gt;What is your sexiest outfit?: UMM i have a lot&lt;br /&gt;What is your most comfortable outfit?: jeans and a t-shirt&lt;br /&gt;What do you usually wear?: black pants and shirts&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •&lt;br /&gt;Do you do drugs?: no&lt;br /&gt;What kind of shampoo do you use?: thermasilk&lt;br /&gt;What are you most scared of?: guys who hurt girls physically and mentally&lt;br /&gt;What are you listening to right now: slipknot&lt;br /&gt;Who is the last person that called you?: my mommy&lt;br /&gt;Where do you want to get married?: in the pooring rain &lt;br /&gt;How many buddies are online right now?: 25&lt;br /&gt;What would you change about yourself?: so many things!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •&lt;br /&gt;Colors: black and starting to like pink&lt;br /&gt;Foods: chinese&lt;br /&gt;Girls names: jacey....rain...serenity....aree&lt;br /&gt;Subjects in school: biology&lt;br /&gt;Animals: Dogs&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •&lt;br /&gt;Given anyone a bath?: my brothers&lt;br /&gt;Smoked?: fuck no&lt;br /&gt;Bungee jumped?: i want to so bad!!&lt;br /&gt;Made yourself throw up?: nope&lt;br /&gt;Skinny dipped?: hell yeah!!&lt;br /&gt;Ever been in love?: i am right now&lt;br /&gt;Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: not that i know of&lt;br /&gt;Pictured your crush naked?: pictured...ive seen my b/f naked&lt;br /&gt;Actually seen your crush naked?:lol yep&lt;br /&gt;Cried when someone died?: yes&lt;br /&gt;Lied: who hasn't??&lt;br /&gt;Fallen for your best friend?: no&lt;br /&gt;Been rejected?: yes&lt;br /&gt;Rejected someone?: probably&lt;br /&gt;Used someone?: no&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;• × • C U R R E N T • × •&lt;br /&gt;Clothes: black Tripp pants with straps with blue laces&lt;br /&gt;Music: slipknot&lt;br /&gt;Annoyance: jacks brother&lt;br /&gt;Smell: i cant smell im sick :(&lt;br /&gt;Desktop picture: lorelai&lt;br /&gt;Cd in player: none&lt;br /&gt;DVD in player: lnone&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •&lt;br /&gt;You touched: jack&lt;br /&gt;Hugged: jack&lt;br /&gt;You IMed: noelle&lt;br /&gt;You yelled at: jack&lt;br /&gt;You kissed: jack&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;• × • A R E | Y O U • × •&lt;br /&gt;Understanding: yes&lt;br /&gt;Open-minded: yes&lt;br /&gt;Arrogant: sometimes&lt;br /&gt;Secure: depends..&lt;br /&gt;Random: oh yes&lt;br /&gt;Hungry: not always&lt;br /&gt;Smart: when i try&lt;br /&gt;Moody: yes&lt;br /&gt;Hard working: yes&lt;br /&gt;Organized: yes&lt;br /&gt;Healthy: kinda&lt;br /&gt;Shy: no&lt;br /&gt;Difficult: i dont think so&lt;br /&gt;Attractive: i donno&lt;br /&gt;Bored easily: yes&lt;br /&gt;Obsessed: with what???&lt;br /&gt;Angry: most of the time&lt;br /&gt;Sad: most of the time&lt;br /&gt;Happy: hardly ever i just hide it&lt;br /&gt;Hyper: very&lt;br /&gt;Trusting: after i get to know someone&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • × •&lt;br /&gt;Kill?: many people&lt;br /&gt;Slap?: myself&lt;br /&gt;Get really wasted with?: ashley&lt;br /&gt;Get high with: no one&lt;br /&gt;Talk to offline: katie s&lt;br /&gt;Talk to online: katie s&lt;br /&gt;Sex it up with: none on right now&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;• × • R A N D O M • × •&lt;br /&gt;In the morning I: brush my teath&lt;br /&gt;All you need is: someone to talk to&lt;br /&gt;Love is: the best feeling you can feel sometimes&lt;br /&gt;I dream about: dying&lt;br /&gt;Sexual preference: boy&lt;br /&gt;What do you notice first in the sex you're into: eyes, smile, personality&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • × •&lt;br /&gt;Coke or Pepsi: pepsi&lt;br /&gt;Flowers or candy: flowers&lt;br /&gt;Tall or short: tall&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;• × • W H O • × •&lt;br /&gt;Makes you laugh the most: my friends...mainly ashley&lt;br /&gt;Makes you smile: ashley and friends&lt;br /&gt;Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: jack and of course ASHLEY!! LOL&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •&lt;br /&gt;Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: no cuz i have that special someone right here&lt;br /&gt;Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: sometimes...just to know what its like to have a penis&lt;br /&gt;Wish you were younger: sometimes&lt;br /&gt;Cried because someone said something to you?: all the time&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;• × • N U M B E R • × •&lt;br /&gt;Of times I have had my heart broken: holy shit...so many&lt;br /&gt;Of hearts I have broken: umm maybe a few&lt;br /&gt;Of guys I've kissed:5...well makeout...ive kissed like 7 or 8 on the lips or ive gotten kissed&lt;br /&gt;Of girls I've kissed: one...katie w...and she was my bestfriend so it was like a make out kiss it was like a tap on the lips i missed you kiss&lt;br /&gt;Of CD's I own: right now i think im up to 230...havent counted recently and ive gotten a lot more&lt;br /&gt;Of scars on my body: so many you wouldnt believe...i love to inflict pain on my self&lt;br /&gt;Of things that I regret: too many to count&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;• × • Y O U R | T H O U G H T S • × •&lt;br /&gt;I know: its gonna be okay&lt;br /&gt;I want: to sleep&lt;br /&gt;I have: to go to bed &lt;br /&gt;I wish: i was smart&lt;br /&gt;I hate: every waking day of my life&lt;br /&gt;I fear: losing my best friend again&lt;br /&gt;I hear: music&lt;br /&gt;I wonder: if my "best friend" will come back&lt;br /&gt;I love: my friends and family and jack!!</content>
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    <title>br0kenfairy @ 2005-03-20T11:57:00</title>
    <published>2005-03-20T16:58:23Z</published>
    <updated>2005-03-20T16:58:23Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Matchbox 20 "3 am"</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I HAVE AN EAR ACHE!!   :(</content>
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    <title>hehehe</title>
    <published>2005-03-03T17:12:53Z</published>
    <updated>2005-03-03T17:12:53Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Well its march 3rd....the other night was the concert!...omfg it was the best concert ever!...I HAVE SO MUCH FUN. we were right in the from\nt and they were like an arms reach away!....it was so awesome...and on our way home i fell asleep and i woke up like 10 minutes away from my house and all the power was out...it was weird seeing everyonmes power out....i didnt actually get home till 2:00 cuz my street wasnt plowed so we had to plow our way threw it....and i told jack when i got home i would call him whichi was around 2 and i couldnt cuz the power was out and i felt really bad!....i couldnt sleep cuz i always fall asleep on the  phone with him and i couldnt sleep cuz he wasnt there! finally i fell asleep at lke 3 and not like it mattered what time we went to bed anyways because we didnt have school that day anyways! oh well....but im gonna go cuz im eating gushers and i need to find all my old icons again!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;bye bye</content>
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    <title>JBKCDSJBACB     IM    HYPER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</title>
    <published>2005-02-28T17:20:17Z</published>
    <updated>2005-02-28T17:20:17Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Well today is the 28th...tonight im going to a concert for MRC and im so excited....last night i went to my dads! omg fucking boring as all hell....he got into a fight with my sister cuz hes not going to her wedding and hes mad cuz he hates my stepdad and my sister said that my stepdad was going to walk her down the isle....so he got pissed off and drank...which is funny cuz the hole reason everyione is in this mess is because of his drinking problems...but its not like its a big deal cuz he cant go to the wedding anyways cuz theres a restraining order against him and he nt be near my mom....so basically theres no proble except for my dad just being an asshole!....so anyways gilmore girls is on tomorrow night! I CANT FREAKING WAIT....i want to go to my locker to get my DVD player and watch a movie but im too lazy to get up....yesterday i was supposed to hang out with katie but she never called...i dont know why but ill probbly make plans with her again soon...or the next time i talk to her which is barely ever....i talked to my aunt from Nantucket....im gonna go down there this summer! wahoo!....but im gonna go now...who knows what im going to do....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;bye bye&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;love me!</content>
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    <title>:-(</title>
    <published>2005-02-26T01:10:10Z</published>
    <updated>2005-02-26T01:10:10Z</updated>
    <content type="html">LAST NIGHT I SLEPT AT MAGGIES....WE WERE UP TILL 5 IN THE MORNING CUZ WE BOTH COULDNT SLEEP....WE WOKE UP AT 10 ISH.... I GOT MAD AT JACK CUZ HE WAS SUPPOSED TO PICK ME UP BUT JACK DIDNT MENTION IT TO HIM TILL LAST MINUTE....TODAY NOTHING NEW HAS HAPPENED....TOMORROW MORNING I HAVE TO WAKE UP AT LIKE 7 CUZ I HAVE TO HELP JACKS SISTER MOVE....2 HOURS AWAY!....FUN? NO! NOT EVEN CLOSE....SUNDAY I HAVE TO SEE MY DAD....UNFORTUNATLEY....MONDAY IM GOING TO THAT CONCERT WITH 15 DIFFERENT BANDS....I CANT WAIT....RIGHT NOW IMTRYING TO MAKE PLANS WITH KATIE :-) WHO KNOWS HOW THAT WILL GO BUT RIGHT NOW IM KINDA SAD CUZ I MISS HER....IM GONNA GO NOW</content>
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    <title>BURR!!</title>
    <published>2005-02-22T21:28:58Z</published>
    <updated>2005-02-26T00:59:47Z</updated>
    <content type="html">IM SO COLD!!    IM SO COLD!!   IM SO COLD!!   Well today is....Tuesday!...Gilmore Girls is on in 35 minutes...!!! cant wait...the new one is on tonight at 8!!...i cant wait...well so far today has been uber boring!....yesterday i went shopping with kasie and rachel and i got shoes....2 shirts...and a pair of pants....i love em!....Maggie IMed me and i dontknow what she wantd.....im hungry...i just took the best piss....!   :)    im so sick of snow already....i just want summer to come!!....  im bored and i need to take a shower....and i miss my old best friend katie...we dont even talk anymore....i wish things were how they used to be...but now she has brianna....and i have maggie and ashley but it still sucks....i mean dont get me wrong i love maggie and ashley but kate lynn understood everything....i just want her back....but shes changed so much im afraid it would be weird and she would think im gay or something....i could tell katie anything nd everything and i DID NOT feel stupid at all when i was with her....i miss her!!well im gonna go eat something and the take a shower....</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:br0kenfairy:4850</id>
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    <title>FUCKING BORED</title>
    <published>2005-02-20T22:00:19Z</published>
    <updated>2005-02-20T22:00:19Z</updated>
    <content type="html">well....im at my dads....boring as all hell....he hasnt drinen anything yet...suprisingly....i just got done eating tacos....right now im watching SAW....next it shark tale....i miss jack....i havent seen him today and tonite im not sleeping at his house....   :(      i want to go home and sleep....i really have nothing to say....im just bored which is the only reason im writing in this....so...good-bye</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:br0kenfairy:4476</id>
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    <title>TRULY MADLEY DEEPLY!!</title>
    <published>2005-02-19T16:36:51Z</published>
    <updated>2005-02-19T18:12:17Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Truly Madley Deepley</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I'll be your dream&lt;br /&gt;I'll be your wish&lt;br /&gt;I'll be your fantasy.&lt;br /&gt;I'll be your hope&lt;br /&gt;I'll be your love&lt;br /&gt;Be everything that you need.&lt;br /&gt;I love you more with every breath&lt;br /&gt;Truly madly deeply do..&lt;br /&gt;I will be strong I will be faithful&lt;br /&gt;'Cos I'm counting on a new beginning.&lt;br /&gt;A reason for living.&lt;br /&gt;A deeper meaning.&lt;br /&gt;Chorus&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want to stand with you on a mountain.&lt;br /&gt;I want to bathe with you in the sea.&lt;br /&gt;I want to lay like this forever.&lt;br /&gt;Until the sky falls down on me...&lt;br /&gt;Verse 2&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And when the stars are shining brightly&lt;br /&gt;In the velvet sky,&lt;br /&gt;I'll make a wish&lt;br /&gt;Send it to heaven&lt;br /&gt;Then make you want to cry..&lt;br /&gt;The tears of joy&lt;br /&gt;For all the pleasure and the certainty.&lt;br /&gt;That we're surrounded&lt;br /&gt;By the comfort and protection of..&lt;br /&gt;The highest power.&lt;br /&gt;In lonely hours.&lt;br /&gt;The tears devour you..&lt;br /&gt;I want to stand with you on a mountain,&lt;br /&gt;I want to bathe with you in the sea.&lt;br /&gt;I want to lay like this forever,&lt;br /&gt;Until the sky falls down on me...&lt;br /&gt;Bridge&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oh can't you see it baby?&lt;br /&gt;You don't have to close your eyes&lt;br /&gt;'Cos it's standing right before you.&lt;br /&gt;All that you need will surely come...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'll be your dream&lt;br /&gt;I'll be your wish&lt;br /&gt;I'll be your fantasy.&lt;br /&gt;I'll be your hope&lt;br /&gt;I'll be your love&lt;br /&gt;Be everything that you need.&lt;br /&gt;I'll love you more with every breath&lt;br /&gt;Truly madly deeply do...&lt;br /&gt;Chorus</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:br0kenfairy:4332</id>
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    <title>LOVE/HATE</title>
    <published>2005-02-19T16:31:17Z</published>
    <updated>2005-02-26T01:02:58Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Savage Garden  "Truly Madley Deepley"</lj:music>
    <content type="html">PEOPLE I LOVE&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;JACK&lt;br /&gt;MAGGIE &lt;br /&gt;KATIE :(&lt;br /&gt;ASHLEY&lt;br /&gt;KASIE&lt;br /&gt;NOELLE&lt;br /&gt;LOUIS&lt;br /&gt;MEGAN&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;PEOPLE I HATE&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;#1...DAD&lt;br /&gt;ERIN&lt;br /&gt;MIKE&lt;br /&gt;LACIE&lt;br /&gt;JOSH&lt;br /&gt;MIKE&lt;br /&gt;AND OTHER PEOPLE WHO I DONT KNOW THERE NAMES</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:br0kenfairy:4057</id>
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    <title>br0kenfairy @ 2005-02-18T13:37:00</title>
    <published>2005-02-18T18:23:08Z</published>
    <updated>2005-02-18T18:23:08Z</updated>
    <lj:music>I NEED MUSIC!!</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Well....today is february 18....im having a bad day....last night i just found out that i have to see my dad no matter what....its court orders...GAY!!....i have to see him every sunday from 10 in the morning to 8 at night...what a horrible day to do that....the last day of the weekend i have to spend it with my dad....its going to be completley boring because...well....hes boring and hes and asshole....i hate him...and i dont want to tell him i dont want to see him because then helll be offended and then there wiull be this big fight between us...GRRR....plus ill feel like im going against him....i think im old enough to make my own decisions to wether i want to see my dad or not...but no apparently not...and my 10 year old brother that he nearly killed has to see him too and he dont want to so my mom is going to talk to her lawyer....this sucks....and besides that i was so pissed in my sophmore english class today because some kid wouldnt leave me alone and he kept calling me names....i wanted to cry...i say mr.garcia yesterday (bob) and i cried in his office becuase i told him iver never told any adult before...big step....and i told him all about DSS and my dad cuz my mom had to bring in papers for the restraining order....so yeah....today im going to go home cry and then sleep....bye bye</content>
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    <title>br0kenfairy @ 2005-02-16T18:30:00</title>
    <published>2005-02-16T18:11:34Z</published>
    <updated>2005-02-16T18:11:34Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Ok well today is wednesday...DSS is come ing to my hosue today at 4 .....THANKS DAD....my dad go arrested by the way...i dont know if i said that in a different entry but he did....he tried to kill my brother jared (10)....so yeah...my aunt bailed him out...who the hell knows why...he deserves to be in there....so now DSS has to be involved in my family....thats so gay...man i wish my dad could just know what we go threw with him all the time...hes a jerk....i dont want to talk to him ever again...nto like i did anyways but whatever....he puts my family threw so much shit....especially my mom...im glad he kicked me out of the house...it wasnt his anyways....im glad i dont live there anymore....do you know what its like to wake up to a drunken dad and go to sleep knowing hes still drunk for about 12 hours ago....yeah well thats my dad...welcome to my world....  :(  ....i hate him</content>
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    <title>br0kenfairy @ 2005-02-14T18:30:00</title>
    <published>2005-02-14T18:13:38Z</published>
    <updated>2005-02-14T18:13:38Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Well today is Valentines Day...just an ordnianry day for me....jack made me a card...i cried....i feel so unloved though...every year i always get at least 1 flower...not this year....no 1 loves me....except jack...im supposed to be going to maggies after school...we should have fun...we always do...this day has sucked and its only 1:00....Gilmore Girls is on tonite!! im so excited..thats my favorite show....and its on tomorrow night too...the newer episodes....well yesterday i played DDR with jack....we plaed for 4 hours....im so soar....ive been playing every day from 3-9 after school since last tuesday....my legs hurt...and i dont feel good...my tummy hurts....i hate valentines day....today has been 1 year since me and steve broke up....this i why i have v-day also....last v-day i got dumped by the love of my lfie atthe time....the years before that i got cheated on and the 2 eyars before thati was cheated on alos....memories memoired memories.....THEY SUCK!!</content>
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    <title>br0kenfairy @ 2005-02-13T15:57:00</title>
    <published>2005-02-13T21:00:04Z</published>
    <updated>2005-02-13T21:00:04Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Hey....well today is sunday...school tomorrow....i have a wellness club meeting tomorrow after school....and i need to talk to maggie.....so maggie if you see this which i know you most likely will....do you wanna hang out after school after the meeting....??...if your not doing anything yah know?....well call me either at jacks or my house....or IM me online....i love you all!!</content>
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    <title>br0kenfairy @ 2005-02-12T18:13:00</title>
    <published>2005-02-12T23:45:31Z</published>
    <updated>2005-02-12T23:45:31Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Marilyn Manson "This is the new shit"</lj:music>
    <content type="html">omg!!......today i had to go to Wal*Mart to sell chocolate....it was so cold!!.....me toes were freezing...i didnt feel them afterwards....finally my mom picked me and jack up and brought us home....then i went with my sister my mom and tonys sisters and mom to go out to eat to celebrate her getting married soon....it was ok i gues...when we got done with that i got home and ive been sleeping since then....for 2hours!!  yessaaa!! i love sleep....i wanna play laser tag....but all in all today was a boring day....jsut like any other day....</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:br0kenfairy:2630</id>
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    <title>br0kenfairy @ 2005-02-10T20:23:00</title>
    <published>2005-02-11T01:27:28Z</published>
    <updated>2005-02-11T01:27:28Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Well....today was fun....i went to noelles house with chrystal. We played DDR all day....school was ok....i have a test tomorrow hat i actually understand what im doing....fun....today in history i had to take a quiz.....100!!...i know it!! right now im at jacks house...sitting here...doing nothing....tomorrow im going to the mal with ashley...i cant wait!!...i love the mall on irday!!.....well that concludes my boring day....see ya!!</content>
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    <title>100 most useless things you could know about me!!</title>
    <published>2005-02-08T17:56:06Z</published>
    <updated>2005-02-08T17:56:06Z</updated>
    <content type="html">100--i have 5 brothers and sisters&lt;br /&gt;99--they all suck except for the 3 year old&lt;br /&gt;98--me and jack have been together for 9 months already!!&lt;br /&gt;97--i have no friends&lt;br /&gt;96--well maybe like 4 or 5&lt;br /&gt;95--i miss going to the mall on fridays&lt;br /&gt;94--theres a girl in my study that i cant stand....robin&lt;br /&gt;93--i have black hair&lt;br /&gt;92--grey eyes&lt;br /&gt;91--i love DDR&lt;br /&gt;90--i have to pee&lt;br /&gt;89--im suicidal&lt;br /&gt;88--my favorite colors are black and red&lt;br /&gt;87--my dad is the biggest alcoholic..ask anyone&lt;br /&gt;86--im depressed all the time&lt;br /&gt;85--i cry alot&lt;br /&gt;84--ive never smoked anything before and i dont plan on it&lt;br /&gt;83--ive snuck out of the house once&lt;br /&gt;82--i have to talk to mr.garcia (counselor)&lt;br /&gt;81--i used to talk to him everyday on a regular basis but now he seems not to care&lt;br /&gt;80--ive known maggie macomber since i was 3&lt;br /&gt;79--we hang out all the time&lt;br /&gt;78--i love her&lt;br /&gt;76--i have 1 half brother&lt;br /&gt;75--i was offered to smoke weed many times&lt;br /&gt;74--i didnt&lt;br /&gt;73--i told jack and he was pissed!!&lt;br /&gt;72--he yelled at the the people who offered it to me&lt;br /&gt;71--i was scared of him that night&lt;br /&gt;70-ive lived in my house since preschool&lt;br /&gt;69--&amp;lt;&amp;lt;&amp;lt;&amp;lt; very fun position!! lol&lt;br /&gt;68--i dont know what else to say&lt;br /&gt;67--this is only number 67&lt;br /&gt;66--i still have to pee&lt;br /&gt;65--i have 5 holes in my ears&lt;br /&gt;64--my favorite band is evanescence&lt;br /&gt;63--i hate clowns&lt;br /&gt;62--i hate rap&lt;br /&gt;61--i love rock and heavy metal music----alternative&lt;br /&gt;60--i hate my dads g/f&lt;br /&gt;59--shes 4 feet and 6 inches..&lt;br /&gt;58--my dad is 6 feet 2 inches...&lt;br /&gt;57--explain that 1&lt;br /&gt;56--i got woken up this morning by jack&lt;br /&gt;55--im so tired&lt;br /&gt;54--i was so hyper this morning &lt;br /&gt;53--i couldnt stop talking&lt;br /&gt;52--or moving&lt;br /&gt;51--or laughing&lt;br /&gt;50--i suck&lt;br /&gt;49--school sucks&lt;br /&gt;48--life sucks&lt;br /&gt;47--being bored sucks&lt;br /&gt;46--everything sucks&lt;br /&gt;45--i need to pee still&lt;br /&gt;44--im gonna piss myself&lt;br /&gt;43--i have 2 nephews&lt;br /&gt;42--my sister is getting married in april&lt;br /&gt;41--im a brides maid&lt;br /&gt;40--i have to wear a dress&lt;br /&gt;39--noelle just went to her locker&lt;br /&gt;38--my sister has been with the same guy since 8th grade&lt;br /&gt;37--now shes getting married to him&lt;br /&gt;36-- and she has a baby boy with him&lt;br /&gt;35--my nephew&lt;br /&gt;34--my brother is getting married this year too&lt;br /&gt;33--he has 1 kid&lt;br /&gt;32--my other nephew&lt;br /&gt;31--hes 5&lt;br /&gt;30--im going to a concert with my bestfriend ashley in Feb.&lt;br /&gt;29--i still have to pee&lt;br /&gt;28--noelle just came back from her locker&lt;br /&gt;27--im fat&lt;br /&gt;26--i need to workout more&lt;br /&gt;25--this study sucks&lt;br /&gt;24--im running out of things to say again&lt;br /&gt;23--i need a job&lt;br /&gt;22--i need a life&lt;br /&gt;21--im sick o being depressed&lt;br /&gt;20--im glad i dont see my old counselor anymore&lt;br /&gt;19--she sucked&lt;br /&gt;18--im on 4 different medications for depression&lt;br /&gt;17--they all suck&lt;br /&gt;16--i dont evebn know the names of them&lt;br /&gt;15--im sick of taking them&lt;br /&gt;14--i didnt take them this morning&lt;br /&gt;13--they dont work anymore&lt;br /&gt;12--i want to go home and sleep&lt;br /&gt;11--my tummy hurts&lt;br /&gt;10--i wanna cry&lt;br /&gt;9--finally&lt;br /&gt;8--only 7 more&lt;br /&gt;7--six more&lt;br /&gt;6--five more&lt;br /&gt;5--ok im done with that&lt;br /&gt;4--i have to pee&lt;br /&gt;3--i miss jack&lt;br /&gt;2--alot&lt;br /&gt;1--i hate my life</content>
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    <title>UHHHHH......DOT DOT DOT........</title>
    <published>2005-02-08T17:17:09Z</published>
    <updated>2005-02-08T17:17:09Z</updated>
    <content type="html">WELL.....TODAY IS  TUESDAY...IM IN STUDY RIGHT NOW. lETS SEE WHAT HAS HAPPENED THESE PAST FEW DAYS. WELL YESTERDAY I WENT TO MAGGIES HOUSE. AFTER SCHOOL WE HAD A WELLNESS CLUB MEETING. THEN WE WENT TO HER HOUSE AND WE DYED OUR HAIR BLUE!!...MINE DIDNT REALLY SHOW ALL THAT MUCH CUZ MY HAIR IS BLACK SO YEAH. WE WATCHED GLILMORE GIRLS BUT IT WAS AN OLD EPISODE SO WE SHUT IT OFF....THEN I WENT WITH MAGGIE TO HER HIP HOP CLASS....IT WAS FUN...I WISH I COULD DANCE LIKE THEY CAN....WHEN WE WERE GOING OT DYE MY HAIR WE NEEDED TO BLEACH IT FIRST AND WE HEARD FROM THE GRAPE VINE THAT PEROXIDE WOULD WORK....IT DIDNT....SO THIS VACATION WERE GONNA BUT SOME HAIR BLEACH AND THEN DYE MY HAIR BACK TO BROWNING BLONDE AND ADD SOME CRAZY COLORS TO IT!!!! I CANT WAIT. fEB. 28 IM SUPPOSED OT BE GOING TO A CONCERT...MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE,KILLSWITCH ENGAGE AND SENSES FAIL WITH ASHELY!! SO YEAH....I WANT MUSIC...NOW!! iM BORED OUT OF MY MIND!!...TODAY IM GOING TO JACKS HOUSE AND WERE PLAYING DDR AND DOING THE SAME THING TOMORROW...THEN THURSDAY ME AND CHRYSTAL ARE GOING TO NOELLES HOUSE AND WERE GONNA HANG OUT AND PLAY DDR THERE!!....THERES NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT SO IM GONNA GO!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;BYE!!</content>
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    <title>br0kenfairy @ 2005-02-04T17:37:00</title>
    <published>2005-02-04T17:19:01Z</published>
    <updated>2005-02-04T17:19:01Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Real Love&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I love you more,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Than this poem can say.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My love grows for you,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;More everyday.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Our dreams for each other,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Will one day come true.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And I cannot wait&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Until I can runaway with you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Just hearing your voice&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Can brighten my day.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I know it's love&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That makes me feel this way.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So now you know&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My love is real.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I hope this is the way&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You also feel.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I LOVE YOU JACK!!</content>
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    <title>br0kenfairy @ 2005-02-02T21:19:00</title>
    <published>2005-02-03T02:26:52Z</published>
    <updated>2005-02-03T02:26:52Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Jimmy Eat World  "The Middle"</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Well today is...umm Wednesday I think. Yeah it is. Last night I hung out with Maggie May and we went to a meeting about the after prom party. Mr.Garcia was there. I was so nervous becasue I have never been to one of those things and that was my first time. We hung out at her house after school. I miss hanging out with my friends.....but HEY I don't have any friends who have the time to hang out with me, si whatever. Today was a horrible day. I fucking hater algebra. I have so much freaking trouble in that class. We got report cards today...I got all A's and B's and 1 D+ which was in Algebra. I need to try harder but once I get mad it's over....i give up for the day. I just got out of the shower. FUN!! I'm trying to think of anything new that has happened.....hmmm....I CANT WAIT FOR SUMMER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG IM SO EXCITED!!.....right now Jack is laying down and he wants me to go with him so I'm gonna go!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;                            BYE BYE!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You don't remember me but I remember you&lt;br /&gt;I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you&lt;br /&gt;but who can decide what they dream?&lt;br /&gt;and dream I do...</content>
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    <title>Uhhh</title>
    <published>2005-01-31T21:53:14Z</published>
    <updated>2005-01-31T21:53:14Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Flaw  "Decide"</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Well the last time i wrote in this was saturday i think. So yesterday i went to a party with jack for brys. We went to Pizza Hut!! I felt so weird cuz i was the only girl and i felt as if i shouldnt have been there. I felt like it should have been just the guys....but brys invited me so that kind of made me feel better. Then after that me and jack went home with corey and we played DDR and just hung out. After that we went to Wal*Mart. I bought a wallet to put all my shit in because jack holds all my stuff. And since I have my permit now i cant expect to hold that since Im not always with him. So we walked from coreys house which is next to the Bijou and we had to walk to walmart and then to my house which is kinda near fort phoenix so yeah we walked a long way!!. Right now I'm getting ready to watch Gilmore Girls!! MY FAVORITE SHOW IN THE HOLE FREAKING WORLD!! I cant wait to see whats going to happen in todays episode!! Last night i watched the movie cellular and i was scared out of my mind cuz i didnt know what was going to happen!! But Im gonna go now Bye</content>
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    <title>SLEEP = GOOD!!</title>
    <published>2005-01-30T07:05:18Z</published>
    <updated>2005-01-30T07:05:18Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Nothing right now</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I am going to bed now. To get some sleep. Ive been up since 3:00 yesterday afternoon and I'm tired. SO NIGHTY NIGHT!!</content>
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